"addendum (a request for prayer and a good song)"

as a quick addendum... there are a lot of other things going on in my life right now too that just add to the chaos of feelings. some of them are things that i'm struggling with (the future, career stuff, personal stuff) and some of them have little to do with me and have more to do with watching other friends of mine wrestle with some pretty major stuff.
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if you have a moment and are so inclined, please throw up a prayer or two for me, Stacy and my friends.

i appreciate everyone's support more than you can possibly know and i'm sure Stacy does too. if you're one of "our" friends... please just keep loving on her and taking care of her in whatever ways she needs.

crap. now i'm crying again.

ps... (if you can have a "ps" to an addendum) if you haven't heard the song "Bad Dream" by Keane... it's fantastic. actually, everything by Keane is pretty fantastic.

"i wake up... it's a bad dream. no one's on my side. i was fighting, but i just feel too tired to be fighting. guess i'm not the fighting kind. wouldn't mind it if you were by my side, but you're long gone... yeah, you're long gone now."